I got to thinking after I talked to Os today. He has a post about some of our worst traits, things we know and don't exactly like about ourselves. It took a while for me to narrow it down but the things that are weighing on my mind as of late include:
Fiddle dee dee, I'll think about that tomorrow, after all, tomorrow is another day (or as my friend John says, "run that dogma over with your karma"). Today is for FOOTBALL!
- I can be extremely impatient. When theres a problem or issue I want to resolve it and don't want to wait to do it, I have no patience where this is concerned. I have patience with a lot of other things but not in this area.
- I take things too seriously sometimes, ask Os, he knows. Hell, ask a lot of people, they all know this about me. I don't mean to, I just like clarification. I think everyone being on the same page is important.
- I can be very emotional. LOL, like just today when I talked to Os and was all weepy. Weepy partly because I'm still sick, hating it, hating not being able to run and my defenses are down, but weepy too for fuck-ups that I perceive are my fault. See...there's that taking things too seriously thing.
Sometimes I don't know how I manage to FUCK UP so completely.
Although, maybe it's not just my fuck up, maybe it's yours too!
I couldn't sleep, and as I lay in bed watching a late movie my mind started to wander.I lay there thinking about how your touch feels as my fingertips played along my legs to my inner thighs. My fingers quickly found the perfect spot and I began to draw lazy circles around my clitoris before stroking downward feeling my wetness at the thought of your touch.
My fingers touched as if guiding your hand, sliding inside to experience the delicious warm wetness that you cause. Slowly stroking up and down then back with more intensity. I began to quiver with the powerful orgasm started by the thought of your hands on my skin. Afterward I lay there quietly exhausted as my legs continued to shake and my breathing slowed, amazed at the power of your touch.
p100, abs100, ob100
I received some of the nicest emails yesterday. Thanks and I'm flattered.I am feeling really yucky, I think whatever I have has settled in my chest hard core. I have promised that if I don't feel better by Monday that I'm going to the doctor (I hate that so much). Os, now is when I need the shower buddies. I am going to pick some up today and am determined to run tomorrow.
Sometimes you just can't get it right. I try to get it right more times than I get it wrong but my track record as of late isn't so great. I seem to keep saying the wrong things to someone and I don't even know for sure how it happens. Such is life.
Theo Epstein is rejoining the Red Sox in an undetermined role. The Red Sox made him the youngest general manager in baseball history and he has been the most successful general manager in franchise history. It's about damn time he got his ass back to Boston. Also, the Red Sox just signed Arroyo to another 3 year contract, that is a good thing.
(Is it sick that I'm looking forward to April this much?)
K, what's up girl, where have you been? Call me sometime!
Favorite quote of the day: "when that red-head starts getting kooky there's something about me that feels alive inside" ;) gotta love red-heads!